I decided to hit the gym today with Luke. I’ve gained 3 pounds – I’m at 117.8 lbs, and I’m hoping to level out around 123 – 125 lbs … I realize that as my muscles get bigger, my weight is going to go up, and I’m okay with that as long as it’s not FAT. I’m just keeping it real – I fear getting fat. I do not fear being muscular – in fact, I want to work on embracing my physical fitness and not fret if I gain muscle weight.
We did free weights (arms and back), several machines (mainly arms), and I did one leg machine before Luke noticed that I was walking funny … he told me to not overdo it as I haven’t been to the gym in a month or so, and I decided I was done. We were there for about an hour!
Here’s a few snaps from Luke – I look exhausted, and that’s because I am! Anorexia IS exhausting, but I’m trying to eat more protein and more calories in general.
My stomach meds caused me to be very nauseous and uncomfortable after dinner …. I’m hoping the doctor can help me tomorrow!